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(The truest love I've felt is having someone there for me even when I didn't know I needed it. We sometimes bottle up depression, with often damaging effects, and it takes the strongest of hearts to pull us out of these confusing spells of self loathing and despair. Seek out help and support rather than try to self repair.)

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Darkness surrounds me, so I cant find the light
Feeling lost and helpless like something isn't right
Just how long have I been gone?
How did it all go wrong?
Feeling desperation, how do I get out?
Searching for the answers to what its all about
Finding only memories of sadness
There's got to be an end to this madness

I never meant to show this side
I never wanted to make you cry
How you stood by as I fell
Wish I could tell you that all is well
…. So low

Thrashing and gnashing, my mind wants its peace
Nothing but excuses, and the pain never ceased
Onward down the spiral I go
Is there an end? Ill never know
Only death is final in its eternal embrace
Line up all my fears and I will surely turn away
I cant leave you here on your own
I cant be the reason your alone

Never wanted it this way
I never wanted needing saved
But there you were holding my hand
Pulling me back onto dry land
…. So low

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from Buddy Shaw- Unamused, released October 12, 2018

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Christopher Shaw Portland, Oregon

I'm a multi-instrumentalist, and I began playing music at age 10, writing and recording solo work since age 16. Ive put in time with a handful of bands over the past couple decades but Ive always maintained a loner musical personality. My range in style is broad, and id rather remain undefined as a musician. This is my art/therapy. I hope its enjoyed, and I really appreciate feedback. Cheers. ... more

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